sunday blues
I just thought, perhaps, one fine day I'll just lie flat on the floor, died of heart attack.
Why do things always happen this way? I had a great saturday evening, and all that happiness was taken back within a single day.
When I got home an hour ago, my aunt was asking me, "how come you've become skinnier within a week?" And I told her, in fact, i became skinnier within a day.
I feels so much like lil' christopher now. Where 4 yellow cars = Super Bad Day
Firstly I was awaken by a phone call from a fellow camp mate at 8 this morning, claiming that mobilisation would most probably take place today. And I slept at 3a.m yesterday. Goodness.
Sleep was disturbed = Pissed
Indeed, it was activated and was called back to camp. But what really pissed me off was being a runner to the Ops room, and that fucking specs just tried to dilly dally as if I've the whole day for him. And i hate inefficient people. I'm serious. I swear, ever comes a day if he becomes my employee, he will get hell life from me. I swear.
Meeting inefficient people = Very pissed
I was already very anxious about ting's birthday, trying my best to make it. All this starts to make sense when daddy was kind enough to fetch me.
Caring people = Cooled down a little
Had a quick dinner and rushed off. But I can't board that fucking bus because there were so many fucking people.
Being a cuckoo in a stranger estate = Very pissed
Nevermind, I remain my cool, because its ting's birthday.
And when I stepped out from the lift, I simply feel like turning back.
And frankly speaking, no ones understand that kind of feeling when everything just went all wrong for the whole day. Tell me who can take double blow in a single day. Refer to the first sentence again: I just thought, perhaps, one fine day I'll just lie flat on the floor, died of heart attack.
Why do things always happen this way? I had a great saturday evening, and all that happiness was taken back within a single day.
When I got home an hour ago, my aunt was asking me, "how come you've become skinnier within a week?" And I told her, in fact, i became skinnier within a day.
I feels so much like lil' christopher now. Where 4 yellow cars = Super Bad Day
Firstly I was awaken by a phone call from a fellow camp mate at 8 this morning, claiming that mobilisation would most probably take place today. And I slept at 3a.m yesterday. Goodness.
Sleep was disturbed = Pissed
Indeed, it was activated and was called back to camp. But what really pissed me off was being a runner to the Ops room, and that fucking specs just tried to dilly dally as if I've the whole day for him. And i hate inefficient people. I'm serious. I swear, ever comes a day if he becomes my employee, he will get hell life from me. I swear.
Meeting inefficient people = Very pissed
I was already very anxious about ting's birthday, trying my best to make it. All this starts to make sense when daddy was kind enough to fetch me.
Caring people = Cooled down a little
Had a quick dinner and rushed off. But I can't board that fucking bus because there were so many fucking people.
Stupid Bus = Temperature rising fast.
Fine, I wait. And I alighted at the wrong bus stop and walk practically 2 bus stop to her house. Temperature is rising again.Being a cuckoo in a stranger estate = Very pissed
Nevermind, I remain my cool, because its ting's birthday.
And when I stepped out from the lift, I simply feel like turning back.
Seeing some eyesore creature = Extremely Pissed, boiling and erupting like Mt Merapi
Thanks! Thanks for making my Sunday Oh-so-PERFECT!! That kind of feeling was horrendous and I simply abhore it. I've never been so angry before, angry to the state whereby I feel so depressed and felt as if the whole world is collapsing. When I dislike something, means I dislike something, why do I have to force myself to like it when I detest it?! Makes no sense right. Suddenly I felt as if i was being deceived by all my good friends.Deceived feelings = Depressed
And frankly speaking, no ones understand that kind of feeling when everything just went all wrong for the whole day. Tell me who can take double blow in a single day. Refer to the first sentence again: I just thought, perhaps, one fine day I'll just lie flat on the floor, died of heart attack.
